For me it also started very innocent. I stumbled upon TS online when I was 24 and started to watch and read about ts's. For a long-time I also just watched and played. At 27 I had my first TS experience. And all I can tell you, all these years of fantasizing just exploded all night long. I didnt feel weird sexually, I felt at home. Do find someone whom accepts first timers. And you'll be in for a first time experience to remember.
Not sure if you're Europe based, but you can also always hit Barcalona or Madrid for a weekend to have an experience with Latin TS's before hitting Thailand (http://www.taiakashemales.com/). Just to get you over that first time nutt. Great cities to party too. I find it the perfect escape from the North. The dates will be more expensive, but total costs should work in your favour.
And about being gay. Don't worry too much about it. After my first experience, i also struggled emotionally in terms of my sexuality. However, I dont find that those terms (straight, gay, bi) apply (In Asian culture, the third gender has been around for ages). The way I look at is simple, I am attracted to certain aspects of both the female and male person which combine in the third gender. Consider what transsexualism is about...
Now at 32, five years in, I am happy to say I like 'em petite, v.feminine cute face with a tight round ass and a shaved long cock
No regrets.
Not sure if you're Europe based, but you can also always hit Barcalona or Madrid for a weekend to have an experience with Latin TS's before hitting Thailand (http://www.taiakashemales.com/). Just to get you over that first time nutt. Great cities to party too. I find it the perfect escape from the North. The dates will be more expensive, but total costs should work in your favour.
And about being gay. Don't worry too much about it. After my first experience, i also struggled emotionally in terms of my sexuality. However, I dont find that those terms (straight, gay, bi) apply (In Asian culture, the third gender has been around for ages). The way I look at is simple, I am attracted to certain aspects of both the female and male person which combine in the third gender. Consider what transsexualism is about...
Now at 32, five years in, I am happy to say I like 'em petite, v.feminine cute face with a tight round ass and a shaved long cock
No regrets.
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