OMG I had sex with a man

[Escierto]

I have definitely thought about it. In fact it kept me from doing anything about my desires for over a decade.

My girlfriend is probably best described as a femboy although she is a very attractive and feminine one. I think of her as a woman so completely that I am almost surprised every time I see her cock.

During the long Manila lockdown she stopped removing her facial hair and was pretty close to having a beard. The strange thing is, I really didn’t care.

At one time I would have been repulsed but after two years with her, it doesn’t matter anymore if she is perfectly done up as her feminine self. In fact I told her if she just wanted to be a gay guy, I would stick with her. She hated that idea lol and said she is never going to be a gay guy.

[bigmtsl]

I get where you are coming from, Escierto. My feelings/desires have changed a lot since I started seeing Tgirls in 2014. Now over half of the escorts I have seen in the past two years have been CD/TV. I still see some tgirls but am more picky than I was before and most of them are ones I have seen before. Too bad I couldn't find one 'more permanent' like you....haha

[Escierto]

I get where you are coming from, Escierto. My feelings/desires have changed a lot since I started seeing Tgirls in 2014. Now over half of the escorts I have seen in the past two years have been CD/TV. I still see some tgirls but am more picky than I was before and most of them are ones I have seen before. Too bad I couldn't find one 'more permanent' like you....haha

I used to be really picky. If a woman had facial hair or a deep voice or a masculine looking body, I would be completely turned off. My girlfriend had a lot going for her as far as I was concerned: female voice, small delicate body, no Adam’s Apple. She was flat chested but I have never been a boob man.

After being with her and seeing the work she goes through to have the look (the plucking, the tucking, the makeup) as well as being in love with her just for herself, I have shifted completely. She can be a man (a very feminine one!) I don’t care anymore.

[bigmtsl]

I hear you. I suppressed my desires for about 2 decades. Thought being engaged for 3.5 years with one gf then married to a different one for 16 years would settle me down. It did not. The desires were still there, watched TG porn especially of my fav CD Karen Dior. When I found out Karen was a CD stopped watch TG porn, period, for a year or so but went back. Avoided Karen for a few years. When the marriage started to unravel went back to TG porn and Karen too. My biggest regret was suppressing those desires for so long. Wasted a lot of time which we all know is finite.

[Escierto]

I hear you. I suppressed my desires for about 2 decades. Thought being engaged for 3.5 years with one gf then married to a different one for 16 years would settle me down. It did not. The desires were still there, watched TG porn especially of my fav CD Karen Dior. When I found out Karen was a CD stopped watch TG porn, period, for a year or so but went back. Avoided Karen for a few years. When the marriage started to unravel went back to TG porn and Karen too. My biggest regret was suppressing those desires for so long. Wasted a lot of time which we all know is finite.

Yes. You can suppress the desires but they are still there. You think you are going to change but these desires are a part of who you are. I didn’t understand why I felt this way but whether I understood it or not, whether I liked it or not, it was not going away.

I wasted a lot of time worrying about labels etc instead of just accepting what I wanted and going after it.

[flamingofarmer]

Hey you guys both of you should understand that you did the best you could in the environment you were in with your girls but it just didn't work out so don't knock yourself out about

[bigmtsl]

Tx for your thoughts, flamingofarmer. It is somewhat relieving to discuss my thoughts and feelings about these desires online like this as I could not discuss it with family or friends. I know this just from comments they make from time to time over the years that told me don’t think of talking about it with them. I have had a few good discussions with tgirls I know that has helped as has discussing it on this forum too.

For the most part I have come to an acceptance of how things rolled out like you said in your post. Still, there are some regrets about wasted time that come up from time to time so it is nice to be able to express that here.

[Escierto]

Tx for your thoughts, flamingofarmer. It is somewhat relieving to discuss my thoughts and feelings about these desires online like this as I could not discuss it with family or friends. I know this just from comments they make from time to time over the years that told me don’t think of talking about it with them. I have had a few good discussions with tgirls I know that has helped as has discussing it on this forum too.

For the most part I have come to an acceptance of how things rolled out like you said in your post. Still, there are some regrets about wasted time that come up from time to time so it is nice to be able to express that here.

I agree. The entire experience has made me understand what it must be like to be trans or gay and not be able to come out. Obviously our situation is different but it’s not one you can talk about with anyone.

[bigmtsl]

Very true and succinctly put, Escierto. It must be much more worse for them than us.

[Aaron S. Young]

I also did a fuking sex with a man with multiple orgasms on the same day.

[Arryan]

Really are you a real girl or ladyboy?

[Aaron S. Young]

Guys like instructions especially if they are presented in a loving way because this means they can give you more pleasure. If you can't use the words to communicate, use light whining to tell him when he feels something is okay.

[Holdersteave]

nice photos like that😍😘

[Aaron S. Young]

I got ideas for my next trip. After vaccinations. Words that December 15 may be the start of an injection into the arm. Get excited every passing day.

[MiguelLee562]

I love shemales I love to talk with them and spend time with them.