Your first sexual attraction to Ladyboys?

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(goingtosugarland @ May 16 2006,13:02)

I've actually seen those same (what I assume to be) slightly perceptible scars on some ladyboys and shemales. I suspect that condition may not be that rare, and may have led to many of these girls either being raised as girls, or choosing to live as girls. They all (the ones with this same likely scar) seem to often have the same shape penis- what I call the "root" or "tusk". It tends to be about the same size as mine, about 7 inches, but fatter, and slightly smaller at the head, and curves up slightly. (By contrast, mine is pretty uniform girth, fat apple type head, and slightly curves down)

Now I am wondering if I have been ignorant for all these years - I thought that special dick shape was a hispanic thing? Any latinos care to share here? I love those fat girth...

Just to clarify, I have also noticed a lot of brazilian sheales with the "tusk" shaped penis.

This is only part of what I was takling about. I have a suspicion that may come froma lifetime of keeping the penis up in the underwear verus tucked down in the underwear- but I'm only guessing. I have always worn mine tucked down, and it curves down a bit. I don't know if that could really make a difference or if its just genetic.

What I was more specifically refering to is a type of slight scar curving up.... its not symetrical. I know I've seen some before on TS pictures but I haven't yet found on in my collection. Its likely I wouldn't save a pic like that, but I'll keep looking.

If I find an example of what I'm talking about I'll post it in this thread.

[Mai-Kee]

No, all bullshit! As I said, still everything's available in good ol' A'dam!

MK

[Bit Beefy]

(Mai-Kee @ May 17 2006,19:55) No, all bullshit! As I said, still everything's available in good ol' A'dam!

MK

[Guest]

Just to answer the poll in more detail......  I thought she was a girl and the fun started, but she wouldn't let me get between her legs... naked except for her panties.  I just kept fooling around with her and then finally got her legs open and... surprise!  I really was surprised, but was already worked up so I didn't stop.  That was 10 years ago and the fasination has not stopped since.

[Guest]

ditto

after my initial experience - i didn't think about doing an lb ever again until a year later i saw a femboy on a boat in bangers.
The saliva in the back of mouth began the run, my heart started to race- i was overwhelmed with excitement. The addiction began

[Guest]

I've mostly been lurking here recently, but thought I'd share my story.

My first LB experience wasn't really a "genuine" LB experience because I didn't know.  But it certainly planted the seed.  I had just moved to Japan where I hardly knew anyone when I met a Filipina "girl" online.  I saw pictures of her, and instantly got serious wood! (Just being a little facetious ;-)  I mean, this girl was stunning.  We met 2 days later, and just went on a movie/dinner date.  She told me that she worked in a hostess bar.  That was already a red flag for me at the time because I was at a stage of my life where I was set on meeting a "good girl".   And it wasn't that I was being judgmental, so much as I just wanted to find someone that I could trust.   "Trust" and "employed at a hostess bar" seemed liked an oxymoron.  But man, was this girl hot!  My ex's who were supposedly "good" gg's were very beautiful, but this girl oozed hotness which was on another level, that I was really taken aback.  She had to be the hottest thing in a 5-mile radius, and that is saying a lot because Japan is jam-packed with lookers.  And the thing was, she paid for our date. I tried to pay, but she told me, "Look, I'm a hostess.  When I go out with my customers, I don't pay for a thing.  But I'm here because I want to be. So please, let me take care of it."  I appreciated it tremendously, but looking back now, I should have cherished the experience much more.

Anyway, the following week, we met up for another date.  This time, we ended up clubbing.  The chemistry was fully on.  It was just a really romantic evening and we ended up in a hotel.  I got the best, most passionate bj of life that night.  The logical step would have been intercourse, but she told me that she didn't want to go there.  It didn't make sense to me, but I respected her wishes (not that I had anything to complain about with the bj that I had received.)

A week later, we met again, and had a similar type of date that ended up in a club.  As the night progressed, she told me that she had a secret.  This concerned me.  A grave feeling came over me.  But the thoughts that ran through my mind were something along the lines of, "she's a hostess... she probably screws guys for money... could she possibly have an std?"  These are all valid thoughts, but I look back at how naive I was 4 years ago.  Anyway, we ended up in a hotel again.  I got some of the very best head, and received the first rimjob of my life (quite enjoyed it too!).  And I was thinking, this time, I'm gonna get the fantasy sexual experience that I've always wanted.  I need to emphasize that at this point, I was fully charged up in every way.  Physically, of course, but emotionally and mentally.  The whole night was just perfect, and everything was falling into place, so it seemed.  But again, she told me that she didn't want to have intercourse.  She was topless, and I knew from the previous intimate encounter with her that she had breast implants.  But although she was the epitomy of a sexy female animal with my cock in her mouth, not to mention the way she French-kissed and sucked my tongue (and now that I mention it, she really knew how to flick her tongue on my asshole) she would completely shy away and retreat when I tried to initiate anything with her.  I asked her what was wrong, but she just kind of said nothing.  Then she asked me if I wanted to fuck her in the ass.  Now, under any normal circumstance, I would have already penetrated her ass before she could finish the sentence.  But, perhaps I had just lived a sheltered life, but I don't think there is any girl in the world who would shy away from even letting a guy's hand down her panties, and yet would ask to get a cock in the ass.

All of a sudden, a jolt of shock ran through my system.  The "secret" she had became crystal clear.  Her implants.  And her voice, although passable for a girl, was a little deep.  I tried to conceal my emotions best as I could, but I could not hide the shock.  The shock was a series of dark thoughts compressed and jammed into tiny moments like some kind of fucked up acid trip.  I didn't come out and ask her because I was too scared to want to know, and I simply could not deal with it.  But I also was not prejudiced.  Yes, I had my judgments, but I was never homophobic or ladyboy-phobic in the discriminatory way.  I just had the mentality that "there were others like that, and that's cool, but it's just not for me ever in this lifetime."

Anyway, we ended up leaving the hotel together and walked to the subway station.  Her last words to me were, "I'm never going to see you again am I..." to which I responded with an effort to sound cheerful, "We'll have a chance to see each other again... why would you say that?"  She said, "Because... I can just feel it."  And I won't forget her expression.  She had a really sad look.  But it wasn't the kind of heartbroken look that I had seen before.  It was a kind of "she knew that I knew, and that she had to accept" kind of look.  I was freaking out, but trying to be polite and non-judgmental in the best way that I could, but she obviously knew.  And undoubtedly, she had been down this road before.  It was a hardened, experienced look of sadness.  It was genuine.  Thinking back on it now, it's almost heartbreaking for me.  But at the time, I just wanted to get the fuck out of dodge.

For the next few days, I was really bothered by the experience.  Disturbed...  I just tried to forget that the whole thing ever happened and wiped it out of my memory.  I never looked back upon it for a long, long time.

Flash forward 3 years later... While visiting Singapore, a friend of mine took me to Orchard Towers.  You guys may know the place.  I didn't know it was going to be full of LB's.  As I went up the escalator and got to the 4th floor, the LB's became hotter and hotter.  (1st floor LB's looked like guys dressed in women's clothing... not my thing whatsoever.  2nd floor, they were LB's but you clearly of a low level... not my thing no matter how many beers I had.  3rd floor, and now they are actually looking attractive, yet the male influence is still detectable to me and hence a turnoff.  But on the 4th floor, there were some serious stunners that made my jaw drop.)  We ended up going to a bar with live band that only had gg's (probably the only such place in Orchid Towers).  But I was mesmerized by these lbs on the fine line between the subconscious and the conscious.

Ever since then, my views have really changed.  I began to feel an empathy that matched my admiration and attraction.  I'm still very much inexperienced (only had one experience so far) in this area, and I can't say that my attraction is even entirely sexual.  The femininity is sexual.  The energy is sexual.  But my feelings and thoughts towards them is a lot more sensual.  And as I said, there is a feeling of empathy and a certain kind of connection that I don't feel with gg's no matter how attractive the gg may be.  Perhaps I have some karmic issues of my own to deal with.  But my mind has opened up a lot more.

I do think of the filipina I first met.  I only saw her 3 times.  Yet her memories remain, and she made a genuine impact that I still feel today.  It's hard to put in words what I feel or think, but I know she influenced me.  I kick myself in the ass today because I have no idea where she could be.  I wish I could just get a chance to talk to her openly one day, that's all... but it will probably never happen.

Thanks for reading through all of this, for those who have made it this far.  And I also wanted to share my appreciation to the members of this board who have openly shared their wisdom and experiences.  Life certainly gets interesting!

[daveduke007]

 I would say your experience has had some bearing on your username

[Guest]

(daveduke007 @ Oct. 19 2007,00:37)  I would say your experience has had some bearing on your username

 Indeed, things almost cosmically have a way of falling into place in the world of ladyboys.

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(fancylighters @ Apr. 11 2006,13:26) Ok, this is lame, but it was the movie Crying Game.  
 
But damm, that actor/ress was sexy.  Saw him in one other movie, the original Star Gate.  He's since then fallen off the radar.  Wonder whatever happened to him.

Yup, he was damn sexy.
The part was played by an openly gay actor named Jaye Davidson who made just the two films you've mentioned. Jaye, real name Alfred Amey, was a real handful who had no wish to follow the Hollywood dream and who now works in the fashion industry in London. Rumour has it that he is now at the London flagship Topshop store.

[BAM]

(Road Runner @ Apr. 15 2006,09:56)

(Bam @ Apr. 15 2006,02:00) I liked that girl in the Crying Game... she was hot!

Hello Bam,

I don't like to spoil your illusion but  -  Jaye Davidson is a gay guy.

You mean that was a 'guys' cock?  

[post-op lover]

(Bit Beefy @ May 16 2006,04:53) "My buddies are probably close to OD€™ing and all 'cos I came back for you!"

"If you could meet one person living or dead, who would it be?" "Bit Beefy!!!"

[Guest]

Interesting to read rob69in`s post.

I was 19 and was being seduced by a TS in the bar of what must have been hotel Rasputin in Grosse Freiheit. She gave me a spontanous hand-job after a very sensual warming up.
It was a great experience. The bar was pretty crowded, but the shameless way she took care of me just gave me a feeling of intense freedom and satisfaction. I laughed and danced with her around in the crowded bar and as I recall it everybody around us were aroused in a positive way. It was a very intense experience. I have returned to that bar and the other TS-bars around there ever since.

The strange thing about it was that I never understood that she was a TS. Only one or two years later I found out that the same bar was a TS-bar with only TS working there.

What was so icredible for me was to experience that a woman (as I thought she was), was taking initative and seducing me (no money involved) just like a man would do. I had a longing for girls taking more initiative sexually, but that was pretty rear at that time (40 ys ago). After that I little by little was attracted to TS for much of the same reason.

Today the attraction is pretty established although I am just as much a woman`s man. The TS must be very woman-like for me, but preferably act like a man when it comes to flirting, touching----.

[jenny.shemale]

hi guys, i started fascinated with female clothings since kindergarten, when i was around 6 or 7, always like wearing my friend's dress, stockings and shoes.

then my parents took me for a family vacation to thailand when i was in grade 2. thats the first contact with the ladyboy after watching a singing ladyboy show( those typical tourist show for the family). ever since then i like taking my mom or cousins clothings and play dress up.

when i am becoming teenagers, while looking for porn on line, an ad with a female body with a penis pop out. ever since then i started looking for shemale porns on the internet. and i was around 16 years old.

at first i only look for free porns, but after i started to have a part time job in senior high, i started to subscribe to pay sites.

after university, and having a job, i started to purchase woman clothing, make up, heels, lingerie and all the sexy stuffs and play dress up at home while looking at shemale porns online! wow, i love it.

however, my wife doesnt know my interest into ladyboys and my crossdressing habit!

i love my wife and i also love having a woman body and watching ladyboys. it would be great if my wife can accept my little secret! ( dont know if i should let her know)

The sad thing is I never met a ladyboy in my life in person!

I am now 25 years old, living in Toronto, Canada.

I would like to thank asian ts by providing us this forum, thank you

[mirimark]

I voted teenager. But thats not all true.

The Truth is;
I was a ladyboy before I even knew what a Ladyboy was. I started dressing like a girl when I was 9. I had female tendancies all my life. It wasnt' until I was old enough to go into Adult book stores and Look at some of the magazines when I saw guys dressed like girls.

Thats when I knew I wasn't alone in this world. It was very calming to know that there are people like me. Well, maybe a Lil like me.

So in short, I was a ladyboy before I even knew what it was.

[Guest]

i saw the crying game, and the feeling of how i felt when i found out she was a he/lb never left me, most people i know who have seen the film were like uhhh!! but i felt really strange, then last year i had my first lady boy experience, and it was every bit as good as i thought it would be! albeit 15 years after i saw the film!