I feel like a pice of shit.
I have come to be irrationally annoyed by the people I interpret for. I hold them in total and utter contempt, and I expect them to say the most stupid and unintelligent things possible; they almost always do.
I do my best to contain my disdain, but it shows in lots of little ways. I roll my eyes, I will not look people in the eyes, I sigh, everything about me screams €œWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?€
The thing is, I am not a law and order douche bag. I know the prison industrial complex functions the way that it does because of the built-in structural racism and profit motive inherent in the system. I€™ve researched and written about this on more than one occasion. I realize that these people are the fodder on which the system runs. They are exploited, profiled, thrown in jails and prison all in the interest of keeping the the system running and the profits flowing to the investment class.
I also know that part of the reason they are here is because of NAFTA, the ravages of market capitalism and exploitation in Mexico that is even worse than what they face here.
Still, I do not want €œthem€ here. My reasoning for this is that an influx of tens of millions of illiterate poor people with, what I consider irresponsible breeding habits, is not good for anyone. I sound like a fucking redneck, nazi prick. I thought I was a liberal. I am a liberal, it€™s just that after working in the system for ten years and seeing the impact of these people on where I live, I€™ve come to think that we would all be better off if they left, or were deported.
I used to feel really bad for them, to the point where it was affecting me personally, now I just want them gone, and I feel really bad about that--fuck!
I need to find other work.
I have come to be irrationally annoyed by the people I interpret for. I hold them in total and utter contempt, and I expect them to say the most stupid and unintelligent things possible; they almost always do.
I do my best to contain my disdain, but it shows in lots of little ways. I roll my eyes, I will not look people in the eyes, I sigh, everything about me screams €œWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU?€
The thing is, I am not a law and order douche bag. I know the prison industrial complex functions the way that it does because of the built-in structural racism and profit motive inherent in the system. I€™ve researched and written about this on more than one occasion. I realize that these people are the fodder on which the system runs. They are exploited, profiled, thrown in jails and prison all in the interest of keeping the the system running and the profits flowing to the investment class.
I also know that part of the reason they are here is because of NAFTA, the ravages of market capitalism and exploitation in Mexico that is even worse than what they face here.
Still, I do not want €œthem€ here. My reasoning for this is that an influx of tens of millions of illiterate poor people with, what I consider irresponsible breeding habits, is not good for anyone. I sound like a fucking redneck, nazi prick. I thought I was a liberal. I am a liberal, it€™s just that after working in the system for ten years and seeing the impact of these people on where I live, I€™ve come to think that we would all be better off if they left, or were deported.
I used to feel really bad for them, to the point where it was affecting me personally, now I just want them gone, and I feel really bad about that--fuck!
I need to find other work.
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