Compulsive Disorder.

[mirimark]

Does anyone have O.C.D. ?  
          ( Obsessive  Compulsive Disorder )


 I have Four (4) things that make me go through rituals everyday.

 I won't give you the details right now but my four things are;

1.)  Keys
2.)  Wallet
3.)  Alarm Clock.
4.)  Anything with a Heating Element.

Are my Four (4) rituals severe ?  I'll Let you all be the judge of that when I explain Later.

 So do any of you have O.C.D.  ?

[thaibound]

(mirimark @ Dec. 05 2006,20:24) Does anyone have O.C.D. ?  
          ( Obsessive  Compulsive Disorder )


 I have Four (4) things that make me go through rituals everyday.

 I won't give you the details right now but my four things are;

1.)  Keys
2.)  Wallet
3.)  Alarm Clock.
4.)  Anything with a Heating Element.

Are my Four (4) rituals severe ?  I'll Let you all be the judge of that when I explain Later.

 So do any of you have O.C.D.  ?

i don't believe those 4 (four) instances (examples) of various (a number of) things which you (mirimark) seem compelled (internally forced) to do (perform) are really (truly) of any great (large) concern.

why do you ask?

[Groundhog]

O.C.D. is just a made up disorder ... when SmithKline started marketing Paxil, they tried to encourage off-label use by funding research into new disorders ... this is one that came out in the research (social phobia disorder was another)

Nothing to get obsessive about if Y.K.W.I. M.

[Guest]

(mirimark @ Dec. 06 2006,10:24) Does anyone have O.C.D. ?  
          ( Obsessive  Compulsive Disorder )


 I have Four (4) things that make me go through rituals everyday.

 I won't give you the details right now but my four things are;

1.)  Keys
2.)  Wallet
3.)  Alarm Clock.
4.)  Anything with a Heating Element.

Are my Four (4) rituals severe ?  I'll Let you all be the judge of that when I explain Later.

 So do any of you have O.C.D.  ?

This sounds like a question for Ziggy !

[Tomcat]

I know what you mean Miri, i used to rush back to my flat three times a week thinking that a table lamp hadnt been switched off. I had this fear that it would topple over and cause a fire...

Now i dont give a fuck and if the place goes up in flames
..well i hate my next door neighbours anyway...

[thaibound]

in new film 'stranger than fiction', will ferrel's character has ocd. pretty funny shit too.

[mirimark]

(thaibound @ Dec. 06 2006,10:52) i don't believe those 4 (four) instances (examples) of various (a number of) things which you (mirimark) seem compelled (internally forced) to do (perform) are really (truly) of any great (large) concern.

why do you ask?

Here why I ask.

 First of all,  I feel my compulsiveness for these Four (4) things are not at all bad things, but rather good one to have.   Therefore I am not annoyed about it, however I do feel a Forced need to backtrack to make sure my actions are in order.


1.)  My alarm clock;
 I can switch the button over to the Alarm setting to reveal the setting of  5:00am wake.  I will continue to switch back and forth between ;  Clock Time & Alarm Time.  Back and forth,  Back and Forth,  Back and Forth.
 I do NOT have a set number of times I do this,  but I do switch back and forth too many times that make me feel foolish.   I am so paranoid that I will not wake up in time to get to work I want to make sure my ALarm is set and ready at the correct time.   By the way,  I've never been Late to work in my Life,  Not even when  there has been Power Outages that rendered my Alarm Clock Disabled.   I some how still made it to work on time.


2.)  My  Keys;
 I carry 17 keys on two different Key Rings.  One key ring has  7 keys that are of such importance that I am Unable to keep my Hand off of them for more than acouple minutes at a Time.   I can't stop touching them.
 I am unable to walk through any door without Before Touching my Keys,  and once through the otherside of the door,  I must Touch my keys agian.  By the way, I have never Lost my Keys.
 I Love my Keys,  I want to have Sex with my Keys.                Just Kidding Fuckers !

3.)   My wallet;
When I wake up in the morning the Last thing I do before I walk out the door is,  I put my wallet in my back pocket.   As Long as I do not take my wallet out to make a purchase,  I can go all day without touching it.
 But once I take my wallet out  I'm  Fucked.   I will continue to touch my wallet and even take it out of my back pocket to insure all my Cards are their.
Touch, Touch, Touch, Touch my wallet until I am convinced it is still their in my pocket.   It is not nearly as bad as the touching of my Keys though.   By the way, I have never Lost my wallet in my Life.
But I Love my wallet and want to have sex with it.  

4.)  Heating Elements;
 Now this compulsion  I know why I have it.  When I was a young boy and through my young adult years, my Uncle was the Chief of the Towns Fire Department.
 Well when I was about  9 & 10 yr's old I use to walk over to the Fire department to hang out when I nothing else to do.   Well,  when ever there is a Fire the Fire department would have to take Pictures of the aftermath.
I use to Look at these pictures with amazment.  And every once in a while I would come across pictures of people who parrished in these Fires.   The Fire Department was Not allowed to remove bodies from a fire without First taking pictures.   The one Picture that has stayed with me to this very day is of a man who fell asleep smoking in bed.   The man managed to make it into the Bath where he had crawled into the Bathtub, and While he was reaching to turn on the Faucet to try and poor water on himself, he died.  The picture dipicts the man reaching for the faucet.   My Uncle told me that the man was so badly burned that when they removed his body,  he just fell apart into bones and ash.

My Uncle also told me stories of Heating Elements.  About how if there is a Lighting strike or Power Surge,  the Lighting/power surge can Heat up the Elements inside of;
Toasters,  Curling Irons,  Coffee Pots and Electric Stoves and could cause Fires.
Still to this day before I Leave the House,  I have to go to every room in the house to make sure there is nothing PLugged into the wall outlet that has a Heating Element built into the Appliance.

I am not overly compulsive about my Wallet and the Heating Element.

 But that FUCKING alarm Clock,  thats the worst one in my opinion.

 Am I absouletly Obssesed with my compulsions ?
No,  but I don't think its normal.

[bigmick22]

I do the touching of keys and wallets thing too

and, like you, I only start touching the wallet after I've had to take it out for some reason. And it really annoys me that I do it

I also have a thing with alarm clocks. I don't keep resetting it but I do keep checking it. I often wake up at night and will turn on the light and check that it's definitely set - even though I do already know it's fucking set!!!!

[moe666]

Many years ago picked up a book on disorders, opened it up and low and behold had the first stages of paranoia; thinking everyone is watching you and constantly having to check a locked locker.
I was in the Navy then and when I would go on liberty I always thought everone was watching me especially as I crossed streets.
After closing and locking my locker, only 3 feet away, I would get up several times to recheck the lock.
After reading the chapter on paranoia I set out to overcome both of these very annoying complusions. It boiled down to dismissing the thoughts as they came in. No! no! their not watching me, they could care less, they don't know me. And I just refused to check the lock.
Eventually these little compulsons went away and were replace with the urge to look at ladyboys and beat my meat, no way am I getting rid of these two

[mirimark]

(moe666 @ Dec. 23 2006,09:00)   Eventually these little compulsons went away and were replace with the urge to look at ladyboys and beat my meat, no way am I getting rid of these two

Freggi'n Right On Bro !

Are there any books on how to cure Obsessive Disorders by Beating your Meat to Asian Ladyboys available in Bookstores ?

Femboy Cock Rocks. GLad to see your cured man.
AsianTs.Com has cured me of the Buffalo Bill Syndrome.
Got rid of my sewing machine 3yr's ago.

No more;
It puts the Lotion in the basket for me anymore.

[kahuna]

(mirimark @ Dec. 23 2006,12:05) Are there any books on how to cure Obsessive Disorders by Beating your Meat to Asian Ladyboys available in Bookstores ?

 

I think that's called an aDICKshun not a compulsion or obsession...

But the question is can you have an obsession for Obsessions???

On a serious note...I'm pretty lucky...a couple notches above totally wacko I guess...but this past Monday I had to admitt my daughter to a special hospital in LA...she suffers from an eating disorder...an obsessive compulsion of the worst kind...and her disease had finally reached a stage where it required hospitalization...it progressed really fast...so take care guys...our brains are amazing organs...and I guess we never really know when something that appears small and insignificant might become something life threatening...

[moe666]

Best of luck and best wishes to your daughter.

[andre459]

Goodluck Kahuna I hope everything works out with your daughter. The media has lot to answer for in creating unrealistic body images.

[mirimark]

(kahuna @ Dec. 23 2006,12:42) Monday I had to admitt my daughter to a special hospital in LA...she suffers from an eating disorder...

Sorry Brother ;   Kahuna.    I know my compulsiveness is more of myself being prepared more than it is a Obsession.

I know my conversations are more about having fun and getting stupid on the Forum.  So when you come up with Life Threating Stuff as it is in your Life,
 I apologize to you and yours because I don't want you to Feel I am making Lite of other peoples severe expeirances.

 Sorry  Kahuna.   Remember Mirimaks Motto;
" Attitude is Everything. "
A positive attitude can Solve Big Problems wether or not you actually know the answers to all your questions.

Once more, I apologize and hope you the best bro.

[kahuna]

Don't apologize MM...If you hadn't started this thread I wouldn't have had an opportunity to get something off my mind that I needed to...

Humor...lots of humor and a beautiiful femboy or ladyboy makes the world a much better and happier place...

So my thanks to you....and to everyone else who has offered their support...Thanks guys...

And keep talking Please...I hope I didn't stop the thread with my post....talking is what keeps these little
things from growing  beyond compulsions and obsessions into real disorders...So keep talking...

And my obsession is  I do honestly have an obsession for Obsessions....and for that there
is only one cure...