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Having sent the missus packing back to Issan almost a year ago, I thought I'd put my new found freedom to good use and engage in as much sex with LBs as I possibly could.
During this time I've pretty much fulfilled every fantasy my sordid mind could come up with and then some, and even experienced a genuine (ie unpaid for - in financial terms anyway) "GFE"
Yet for some reason, I seem to have turned full circle and am barely interested in LBs any more.....
At first I thought it may have been a case of too much of a good thing, or even a "grass is always greener" state of mind - lusting after whatever I don't have....
But I've come to the conclusion that there's a much simpler reason for turning: GGs are just much easier to deal with.
I'm just sick and tired of the drama that being with an LB for anything longer than ST seems to entail; the clinginess, the jealousy, the ott hysterics and general childish attention seeking behaviour.....
Now I'm well aware that GGs can be just as bad at times, but not nearly as consistently as LBs (in my experience) are, and I just can't be arsed with it all any more, it just seems a bit too much like hard work.....
Having said that, give me a year of GGs, and I'm sure the circle will have turned again.......I guess that's the beauty of living in LOS......
During this time I've pretty much fulfilled every fantasy my sordid mind could come up with and then some, and even experienced a genuine (ie unpaid for - in financial terms anyway) "GFE"
Yet for some reason, I seem to have turned full circle and am barely interested in LBs any more.....
At first I thought it may have been a case of too much of a good thing, or even a "grass is always greener" state of mind - lusting after whatever I don't have....
But I've come to the conclusion that there's a much simpler reason for turning: GGs are just much easier to deal with.
I'm just sick and tired of the drama that being with an LB for anything longer than ST seems to entail; the clinginess, the jealousy, the ott hysterics and general childish attention seeking behaviour.....
Now I'm well aware that GGs can be just as bad at times, but not nearly as consistently as LBs (in my experience) are, and I just can't be arsed with it all any more, it just seems a bit too much like hard work.....
Having said that, give me a year of GGs, and I'm sure the circle will have turned again.......I guess that's the beauty of living in LOS......
Yeah it's definitely a big part of it, and I certainly haven't experienced it in other parts of the world, but then I've never spent more than a few hours with LBs in other countries either so whether or not it's a Thai thing I couldn't say....
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