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An Unexpected Change...
My Mother had always told me to take my vitamins, which I did. My father
had run off and it had always been just me and my mother. I helped her
with the laundry and during that chore noticed that her clothes were
different than my blue jeans and T-shirts. For some reason I lingered over
her clothes and marveled at the difference. They looked and felt so nice
and were so soft. When I took a bath, I found myself noticing her
stockings drying over the shower bar. When I asked her about what a run in
her stockings meant, and why my socks didn't have runs, she tried to
explain it was a girl thing. Then I decided one day to look in her dresser
and that experience changed my life. Everything was so smooth and soft and
smelled so good. I decided to revisit that dresser when I got the
opportunity when I got the chance.
I thought my chance came when my mother was at work and I got out of school
at 3:00. Careful to remember where everything was placed and how it was
folded, I took some items from her lingerie drawer. There were silky
things and other items that looked tight and felt stretchy. For some
reason I decided to put on one of the stretchy things that had legs in
them. It was hard to get it on but I managed. It felt nice yet strange.
My little parts between my legs felt constricted but somehow I felt
wonderful. I also loved the smell of her perfume and opened a container of
one, spilling a bit of it on me. I carefully replaced the cap and put it
back on the top of her dresser. I spent an unknown amount of time enjoying
my feelings and sensations. Then I heard the door open !!! It was my
mother! I was in her bedroom, in her girdle and smelled like her perfume!
I struggled to undo what I had done! I found myself on her bedroom floor,
her girdle around my ankles, trying to crawl under her bed. The expression
on her face gave me no clue as to what she thought. I undressed -
embarrassed and afraid. We ate macaroni & cheese without a word spoken. I
went bed fearful, yet exhilarated from the emotions and feelings that came
from my mother's dresser that day. Nothing was said for a year.
A year later I was in our garage and found some boxes. I rummaged through
them and discovered the mother load. So many girdles, so many panties and
skirts - blouses, bras and everything feminine! I couldn't resist myself!
In a wave of ecstasy I dressed again. Nothing else mattered. Then I heard
my mother's voice! Again I tried to scramble for cover! Again I didn't
succeed in my deception! This time my mother insisted we talk. Afraid and
shy, thinking I might die or be punished. I told her that I liked being in
her clothes. Then I cried, went to bed and shivered.
Nothing was said again for about a week. She was my mother and I knew she
loved me. I was 11 years old. At breakfast soon after she told me that I
had to take some new vitamins. I took them as always and ate my oatmeal.
I studied hard, made good grades but wasn't very good at sports. I
continued this regimen for the next 2 years. Six months after my garage
experience I told my mother that I was feeling a bit of pain. She asked me
where and I said it was in my chest. She took off my shirt and examined
me. My pain seemed to come my nipple areas and I thought that I felt a
lumpiness that was new to me. She told me that I was O.K. and it was part
of growing up. When I went to Jr. High School I was told that I couldn't
take P.E. because of a medical condition. I still did art, studied hard,
but didn't understand the obsession the other boys were starting to have in
girls. I liked most of the other girls and even some of the boys, but I
didn't somehow seem to fit in. I was a loner but still kept taking my
"vitamins".
Now it was the era of long hair for boys and other social changes. There
were other major changes happening to me. Some of the boys were growing
mustaches but nothing that way was happening to me. Other things were
though! Slowly I noticed things in the mirror! My pants didn't fit right!
They were loose around my waist and my bottom and thighs were looking fat!
My mother encouraged me to grow my hair long because it was now in fashion.
Then I noticed in the mirror that not only did I not have any chest hair
but that my chest looked like I had breasts! Over the next six months they
were undeniable! I had larger breasts than half of the girls in my high
school! I also started having feelings for some of the boys that were hard
for me to understand. I also kept close to some of the girls who told me
that I way of relating to them that "other boys" didn't. I wore loose
shirts, kept my hair log according to the style and tried to figure out
that which was getting very difficult to disguise! My waist was thin! My
breasts were large! I had a body shape that caused most people to call me
miss or young lady! I was surprised that most of the time I enjoyed it! I
still kept taking my vitamins - but it was time that I had to express my
concerns and intimate feelings to the only family that I had known - my
mother.
My breasts were now large, my waist was thin and body had a shape that some
girls would envy. I felt attracted to boys in a way that scared me and
excited me too. My voice didn't sound like the other boys and because I
was teased I kept to myself for the most part. Confused, I turned to my
mother again. Dutifully I still kept taking the "vitamins" as always. She
suggested that we have a talk, keep taking my vitamins and that she had
something to tell me!
What she said both floored me and relieved me. She related that since my
father left her she had a distrust of men. She tearfully told me that she
had always wished to have a daughter. She couldn't fathom raising a son
and had early on decided for me to be her daughter. We both cried. She
then told me that she had a couple of surprises for me. In my old bedroom
was a new dresser. She asked me to open the drawers. Inside them were the
prettiest panties, the coziest night gowns and in the top drawer were
barrettes, head bands and ear rings! I sighed, was excited but didn't know
quite how to express my feelings. I was glad inside but then knew that it
was time for us to have a real "girl to girl" talk! We proceeded to have
that talk and I expressed my honest concerns and fears! I took my
vitamins, sat down with mother as she told me of her last surprise!
She told me that she had been saving her money and had befriended a skilled
doctor. Over the next 2 hours I thought, cried and went more than twice to
the mirror. Among the options I considered was being the boy that born as.
The mirror told me otherwise. But there was still the matter of a
particular piece of anatomy that made my mother's wish for a daughter
impossible - or was it? After another heart to heart discussion with my
mother, I decided to finally resolve my ambiguity. My anatomy could
finally be in sync with the rest of me!
The arraignments were made, and with trepidation I checked in, was prepped,
sedated and went to sleep. When I awoke it was over and a nurse told me
all was successful. I had completely become the daughter my mother had
always wanted and there was no turning back!
Eventually I healed, we went shopping together and even looked at catalogs.
My reasoning was that over 50% of the population was female, I didn't feel
comfortable as a male and we have nicer clothes. I enjoy doing my hair,
picking out earrings and necklaces and dabbing perfume. I enjoy being a
girl. The best "came later".
Since being a woman I naturally wanted to try out my new equipment. I did
however require that it be with a nice and loving man. Since my mother has
passed on I have considered lesbian options. Either way I love to be
loved, love to have my breasts loved and enjoy an orgasm. As a woman it is
a bit of an inconvenience to pee when camping or to always have to sit on
the toilet, but I have come to enjoy being touched, lotioned, and cuddling!
The first time I was entered I was scared and it was a little painful. I
sure it was the same for all girls at first.
Believe it or not one of the most pleasurable experiences I now have is to
walk by my bathroom mirror, look at myself and then apply the soap to the
body that my mother so long ago envisioned her son/daughter having.
Enjoy being a girl - a boy - but living!
My Mother had always told me to take my vitamins, which I did. My father
had run off and it had always been just me and my mother. I helped her
with the laundry and during that chore noticed that her clothes were
different than my blue jeans and T-shirts. For some reason I lingered over
her clothes and marveled at the difference. They looked and felt so nice
and were so soft. When I took a bath, I found myself noticing her
stockings drying over the shower bar. When I asked her about what a run in
her stockings meant, and why my socks didn't have runs, she tried to
explain it was a girl thing. Then I decided one day to look in her dresser
and that experience changed my life. Everything was so smooth and soft and
smelled so good. I decided to revisit that dresser when I got the
opportunity when I got the chance.
I thought my chance came when my mother was at work and I got out of school
at 3:00. Careful to remember where everything was placed and how it was
folded, I took some items from her lingerie drawer. There were silky
things and other items that looked tight and felt stretchy. For some
reason I decided to put on one of the stretchy things that had legs in
them. It was hard to get it on but I managed. It felt nice yet strange.
My little parts between my legs felt constricted but somehow I felt
wonderful. I also loved the smell of her perfume and opened a container of
one, spilling a bit of it on me. I carefully replaced the cap and put it
back on the top of her dresser. I spent an unknown amount of time enjoying
my feelings and sensations. Then I heard the door open !!! It was my
mother! I was in her bedroom, in her girdle and smelled like her perfume!
I struggled to undo what I had done! I found myself on her bedroom floor,
her girdle around my ankles, trying to crawl under her bed. The expression
on her face gave me no clue as to what she thought. I undressed -
embarrassed and afraid. We ate macaroni & cheese without a word spoken. I
went bed fearful, yet exhilarated from the emotions and feelings that came
from my mother's dresser that day. Nothing was said for a year.
A year later I was in our garage and found some boxes. I rummaged through
them and discovered the mother load. So many girdles, so many panties and
skirts - blouses, bras and everything feminine! I couldn't resist myself!
In a wave of ecstasy I dressed again. Nothing else mattered. Then I heard
my mother's voice! Again I tried to scramble for cover! Again I didn't
succeed in my deception! This time my mother insisted we talk. Afraid and
shy, thinking I might die or be punished. I told her that I liked being in
her clothes. Then I cried, went to bed and shivered.
Nothing was said again for about a week. She was my mother and I knew she
loved me. I was 11 years old. At breakfast soon after she told me that I
had to take some new vitamins. I took them as always and ate my oatmeal.
I studied hard, made good grades but wasn't very good at sports. I
continued this regimen for the next 2 years. Six months after my garage
experience I told my mother that I was feeling a bit of pain. She asked me
where and I said it was in my chest. She took off my shirt and examined
me. My pain seemed to come my nipple areas and I thought that I felt a
lumpiness that was new to me. She told me that I was O.K. and it was part
of growing up. When I went to Jr. High School I was told that I couldn't
take P.E. because of a medical condition. I still did art, studied hard,
but didn't understand the obsession the other boys were starting to have in
girls. I liked most of the other girls and even some of the boys, but I
didn't somehow seem to fit in. I was a loner but still kept taking my
"vitamins".
Now it was the era of long hair for boys and other social changes. There
were other major changes happening to me. Some of the boys were growing
mustaches but nothing that way was happening to me. Other things were
though! Slowly I noticed things in the mirror! My pants didn't fit right!
They were loose around my waist and my bottom and thighs were looking fat!
My mother encouraged me to grow my hair long because it was now in fashion.
Then I noticed in the mirror that not only did I not have any chest hair
but that my chest looked like I had breasts! Over the next six months they
were undeniable! I had larger breasts than half of the girls in my high
school! I also started having feelings for some of the boys that were hard
for me to understand. I also kept close to some of the girls who told me
that I way of relating to them that "other boys" didn't. I wore loose
shirts, kept my hair log according to the style and tried to figure out
that which was getting very difficult to disguise! My waist was thin! My
breasts were large! I had a body shape that caused most people to call me
miss or young lady! I was surprised that most of the time I enjoyed it! I
still kept taking my vitamins - but it was time that I had to express my
concerns and intimate feelings to the only family that I had known - my
mother.
My breasts were now large, my waist was thin and body had a shape that some
girls would envy. I felt attracted to boys in a way that scared me and
excited me too. My voice didn't sound like the other boys and because I
was teased I kept to myself for the most part. Confused, I turned to my
mother again. Dutifully I still kept taking the "vitamins" as always. She
suggested that we have a talk, keep taking my vitamins and that she had
something to tell me!
What she said both floored me and relieved me. She related that since my
father left her she had a distrust of men. She tearfully told me that she
had always wished to have a daughter. She couldn't fathom raising a son
and had early on decided for me to be her daughter. We both cried. She
then told me that she had a couple of surprises for me. In my old bedroom
was a new dresser. She asked me to open the drawers. Inside them were the
prettiest panties, the coziest night gowns and in the top drawer were
barrettes, head bands and ear rings! I sighed, was excited but didn't know
quite how to express my feelings. I was glad inside but then knew that it
was time for us to have a real "girl to girl" talk! We proceeded to have
that talk and I expressed my honest concerns and fears! I took my
vitamins, sat down with mother as she told me of her last surprise!
She told me that she had been saving her money and had befriended a skilled
doctor. Over the next 2 hours I thought, cried and went more than twice to
the mirror. Among the options I considered was being the boy that born as.
The mirror told me otherwise. But there was still the matter of a
particular piece of anatomy that made my mother's wish for a daughter
impossible - or was it? After another heart to heart discussion with my
mother, I decided to finally resolve my ambiguity. My anatomy could
finally be in sync with the rest of me!
The arraignments were made, and with trepidation I checked in, was prepped,
sedated and went to sleep. When I awoke it was over and a nurse told me
all was successful. I had completely become the daughter my mother had
always wanted and there was no turning back!
Eventually I healed, we went shopping together and even looked at catalogs.
My reasoning was that over 50% of the population was female, I didn't feel
comfortable as a male and we have nicer clothes. I enjoy doing my hair,
picking out earrings and necklaces and dabbing perfume. I enjoy being a
girl. The best "came later".
Since being a woman I naturally wanted to try out my new equipment. I did
however require that it be with a nice and loving man. Since my mother has
passed on I have considered lesbian options. Either way I love to be
loved, love to have my breasts loved and enjoy an orgasm. As a woman it is
a bit of an inconvenience to pee when camping or to always have to sit on
the toilet, but I have come to enjoy being touched, lotioned, and cuddling!
The first time I was entered I was scared and it was a little painful. I
sure it was the same for all girls at first.
Believe it or not one of the most pleasurable experiences I now have is to
walk by my bathroom mirror, look at myself and then apply the soap to the
body that my mother so long ago envisioned her son/daughter having.
Enjoy being a girl - a boy - but living!
